Wow it’s been a while since i posted again from this blog. Okay so what’s with me now? Uhhm.. oh yeah! right! i was hooked into watching MORE anime these days 
I’ve been watching recently this series Gosick, It’s a mystery,horror and action in genre. Im too lazy to post some screenies and pics of the series right here haha 
go and make use of the internet and search it there! lol. It’s a must see to all the goth loli fans out there
Wow finally Ford Philippines released the Ford Fiesta here. I’ve seen it a year earlier in some sites and it’s awesome! The first thing i noticed about the car is it’s built-in Buletooth and voice command controls, according to some auto reviewers the voice command can understand any accent as long as it’s in english language is that cool? or is it cool? lol I would like to have the hatchback model. It looks compact yet muscular and innovative. Another thing Ford brags about is it’s Headlamp it has an agressive yet stylish design and that makes it even cooler and slick. It comes in 1.3 and 1.6 engines if im not mistaken, It also comes in automatic but im not sure about manual transmissions. Still it is said that it has a lower cost of maintenance covering 100,000 kms. All in all, i love this sporty-compact car I wish i can have one haha 
It is also the same vehicle that Ken Block (rally driver, WRC) is using check out ken’s Ford Fiesta it’s pretty sick 
Woah I watched Initial D Live Action for the second time and wow that car never gets old I love that car! it’s so awesome! it has a very nice handling especially when taking hairpin curves I wish i can have one, too bad that car is rare and has increased value due to the popularity of Initial D franchise. By the way did you know that The Corolla in Initial D is called the Suichi Shigeno Version? yeah the famous trueno a
with black hood and japanese decals on the side
This afternoon i feel heavy and tired and kinda nervous now tonight i feel all fired up and energized! I feel excited and hyper for no reason! maybe it’s because of i drank too much Coke this afternoon and after i ate my dinner, maybe? maybe not? ) lol Effffiiing excited/nervous about nothing! Im Hyped up yeah! that’s the greatest word i can think of to describe how i feel and did i mention that i feel optimistic too? lol ) hell yeah im a crazy ass dirtbag )
i want to stop drinking and staying up-late til morning 
YES I WANT TOO. Even before im feeling guilt when im drinking and leaving my beloved Elainne behind :’( im such a bad boyfriend still, she’s too kind to me :’( i feel so bad :’( i wish i am far away with my friends. It;s not that i don’t wanna hang out with them but yes, i want to but i feel so bad when i leave my Elainne behind :’( yet i chose to be with my friends and drink :’( if only i could give my life as a form of an apology to her,yes im so bad and i feel worse everytime i leave her :’( i always told her that i come here in her place to see her but it seems that or i can say that it looks that i come here for my friends but NO im not coming here for my friends it’s for my Elainne :’( oh my writing/typing this right now i feel angry at myself and im actually drunk and my grammar is wrong i know but all i can say is that this entry comes from my heart sincerely. Im sorry Im sorry is all i can say to her. God please help me cure this sickness of being an alcoholic :’( oh fuck i want to remove this bad habit before anything bad.worse happens to me and my Elainne, i know when she came downstairs earlier she just went there because i told her to and she’s not happy :’( i know. I feel disgusted with myself and guilt devours me each day. I LOVE MY ELAINNE i admit it yeah i often tease her criticize her but I LOVE HER SO MUCH and honestly i often got bored when were here sitting. But i rather choose to being bored with her than to sit there and drink alot with my friends. IM SORRY :’( I HAVE TO STOP DRINING AND IT WOULDN’T BE THAT EASY BUT I HAVE TO TRY. I LOVE ELAINNE WAY MORE THAN ALCHOLO AND FRIENDS OR ANYTHING. So im doing this not just for her but for me too. I know she’s always worried about me and i don’t want that anymore. I’ll stick with her and her ONLY if i have to quit drinking. I WILL. YES I WILL.
Oh Gosh how can i sleep early? Recently, i experienced 3 nights sleeping at 5 am in the morning! Drinking milk? i tried it before but all it does is make my body warm. Sleeping pills? a BIG NO don’t wanna try that piece of shit! lol. Alcohol? Nahhh it’s does not affect me too it makes me more awake and active >:)) dammit! sleep sleep sleep!
OMG Im borke as hell i need to make money fast uhmm..anyone wants to race me in GT4? i’ll play for bets! c’mon! im accepting challenges now lol
